i dream so much and i just can’t seem to find an answer to what i’m living for, in general i can’t keep living like this it’s breaking my heart, day by day i mean, who’s to say… who’s to say you find an answer when there isn’t? what if you just die? what if life as we know it is all a dream? what if we live for no reason?what if you just disappear when you die? should i cling to life or should i just kill myself? so many contradictions, contemplations, it’s getting harder and harder to mask my pain i can’t tell if i wanna live or if i wanna dieplease, save meTumblr (3.0; @lixndx)https://lixndx.tumblr.com/<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/830497855f96eb5bb337af3f9306722d/tumblr_nx3ikz45JJ1uzsmjvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309088039https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309088039Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:28:59 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/d2a3c4a1e9a4fb1d0170b7ba9396b7bb/tumblr_p8ujq2BJT91w1zw4do1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309057489https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309057489Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:27:44 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/499489f02cc6e441efacd87226153f15/tumblr_ozhqbwmEhU1wwkxa7o1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309044489https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309044489Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:27:12 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/35e43666515c0ff9a7315c1503cd2f6b/tumblr_o84t7wC1UB1s1mluxo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309018994https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309018994Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:26:10 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/25d9206d4cc5f2a227cc7e59f2188b06/tumblr_p5ddi3Ox711vjkle7o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309016584https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175309016584Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:26:04 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/8ba80b492cddb92dd25649e63d552150/tumblr_opx3vcasPJ1v4j5zyo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308996984https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308996984Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:25:16 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/3f677cfcfe7357a716e572edbd543ccd/tumblr_oz2hditNga1wa84xco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="https://love.tumblr.com/post/167244798558/by-david-schlaich" class="tumblr_blog">love</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>by <a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/davidschlaich/" title="Go to David Schlaich's photostream">David Schlaich</a><br/></p></blockquote>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308985764https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308985764Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:24:49 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/12bc4a47f0e3947da951369c6b5d07ee/tumblr_pa4npl5L0d1vlks32o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308946064https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308946064Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:23:13 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/e349424bc5163776fda67985b6837222/tumblr_pan74zYcsw1tea8j4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308944124https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308944124Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:23:09 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/3182e2728ed5b715b087a6af2972755b/tumblr_p9hyinF7ud1up5z2fo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308935014https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308935014Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:22:46 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/e5c9454588b722d9008601a1c6a2216f/tumblr_p6gwumpicU1wzie9zo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308915849https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308915849Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:22:00 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/63631814f217f6729e27791b7c277637/tumblr_np84bdd55p1u51qixo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308910329https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308910329Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:21:47 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/f6f1ff06ab85ca7669d70529ae679ed4/tumblr_oumlbn2dIh1u62sqvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://golfgalaxy.tumblr.com/post/164134593641/today-i-am-john" class="tumblr_blog">golfgalaxy</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>today i am john</p></blockquote>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308894434https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308894434Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:21:07 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/903f0830c8c415e3f613e649a219436d/tumblr_p5f7lyHS191u85xq6o2_500.gif"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308885964https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308885964Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:20:45 +0200<p><a href="https://amt8.tumblr.com/post/167016432764/dont-worry-about-me-i-got-me" class="tumblr_blog">amt8</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Don’t worry about me, i got me.</p></blockquote>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308856524https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308856524Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:19:36 +0200<p><a href="https://angel-from-above.tumblr.com/post/166886512460/everyone-leaves-learn-how-to-survive-alone" class="tumblr_blog">angel-from-above</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Everyone leaves, learn how to survive alone.</p></blockquote>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308855319https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308855319Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:19:32 +0200<p><a href="http://simplythikn.tumblr.com/post/147765820175/i-was-quiet-but-i-wasnt-blind" class="tumblr_blog">simplythikn</a>:</p> <blockquote><blockquote>“I was quiet but I wasn’t blind”</blockquote> <p>— Thoughts (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fluerly.tumblr.com/">fluerly</a>)</p></blockquote>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308852434https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308852434Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:19:25 +0200<p style="">dont be silly of course i do<br/></p>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308192214https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308192214Wed, 27 Jun 2018 17:52:59 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/0cfacac1c04783eaaf89de3a1d5c7b72/tumblr_oxrxafu4cb1w3d2ano1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="https://deeplyinfinite.tumblr.com/post/166364778101" class="tumblr_blog">deeplyinfinite</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>_</p></blockquote>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308164924https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308164924Wed, 27 Jun 2018 17:51:59 +0200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/7cbd306e865bc461a51f510373a94bb7/tumblr_mkd6bp0Bf21qjxp7ko1_500.png"/><br/><br/>https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308156819https://lixndx.tumblr.com/post/175308156819Wed, 27 Jun 2018 17:51:38 +0200